This is not an ordinary Notebook, It is like an interview with yourself.
It is very difficult to live in this depressed world without self-love and motivation. Questions are an incredible way to get to know yourself and your interests somewhat better. Every human sooner or later in the course of their life has a moment where they question what their identity is, the thing that they are intended to, and what their identity should be.
No one is watching you, Try to answer all the questions honestly and sincerely. After finishing it, burn it, hide it or tear it up, or do whatever you want with it. Only good things can come of it, I guarantee.